Fishy Chronicles 78: The Webs We Weave (10) – Breaking point (cont'd)

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For a few days (FC 77), Sarah chechi and I were cold to each other.

I took care to sit in her line of vision, nonchalantly looking out of the window and offering her a view of my side profile. Sometimes we’d make eye contact and she would move away quickly, her mouth tightening. After a while I didn’t take it personally because she refused to talk to any of her cousins, and when she was free of chores she disappeared.

I was angry with her for humiliating me publicly. I wanted to seek comfort from my parents, but they were likely to tick me off for being party to the girls giving Bobby the hiding of his life – even though I hadn’t touched a hair on his head. The more I thought of it, the more I felt I had asked for it.

In any case, I had no time to pfaff on narrow windowsills. Ammachi had given Sarah chechi and me more housework than the others. I was surprised when Sarah chechi buckled down to work, but some days I could see her blocking her father Georgiechyan’s path and talking heatedly.

My lack of clarity was cleared in snatches of my parents’ pre-bed time conversations. They usually talked and laughed when they thought I was asleep. I breathed evenly under my sheet, turned away from their bed, watching my parents’ shadows move against my wall – their shapes and movements difficult to decipher because of the shadow of a tree’s branches.

“Georgie is worried Sarah will do something silly,” Appa said of his oldest brother.

“Like what?” Amma said after a pause.

The bed creaked. I sensed my father trying to look at my mother in the dark. Appa said, “What has Annie chetathi* been saying to you?” Anniemama was Sarah chechi’s mother.

Amma sighed. “Sarah has been talking to Chetathi’s parents. They are not happy with her scuttling a marriage proposal, that’s why Sarah is still here.”

My father was silent. I was shocked. Sarah chechi going to her other grandparents’ home without informing the family or asking for permission was the ultimate act of disobedience.

“So, what are they planning to do?” Appa asked.

“Her grandparents have asked her to meet the boy, to talk to him. If she doesn’t like him they won’t press her.”

“Annie said that?”

“Ye-es.”

“But Georgie is like a bulldozer! Quiet and all, but won’t take no for an answer.”

“If she doesn’t like the boy, she can say no.”

“Hah!” Appa threw off his sheet and paced the floor close to the window. His shadow bobbed against the grills on my wall and then he stopped. He was leaning his head against the window’s bars.

Amma slid off the bed and joined Appa. “I’ve met the boy. We know everything about the family. They’re not poor – just less affluent than this family… it’s not going to matter to Sarah.” Amma’s shadow moved suddenly. They were in a complicated position.  It looked like she had Appa in a headlock – no, their heads were next to each other’s.

“We’re looking for someone good. Sarah should have a choice – choices that other girls are getting. A chance to study, work – a say in her life.” My father turned towards me and stared. I stared back at his shadow, holding my breath. “He may be just like every other guy – a chauvinist who won’t see how special Sarah is. A chauvinist who expects only a well-kept home and children.”

“Maybe.”

Their voices lowered and they whispered furiously. Then they went to bed. I felt frustrated at the way the conversation ended.

I waited to sleep, but couldn’t. So, finally, I sneaked out of the room. I sat on the red rexine sofa in the sitting room after moving it backwards so that it was hidden in the shadows of the sitting room. I listened to the noises of the night. There had been a burglary a few houses away a couple of nights ago. No one had known. What did it feel like to have an intruder creeping in and taking your things? Everyone had said that the family was lucky that only objects had been stolen and the family had been unharmed. I shivered and lay back to watch the moon.

******

I jumped up, my heart racing. Footsteps moved slowly – they were coming from the corridor. I slipped off the sofa and crouched next to the book case, gently moving the curtain over me.

I didn’t think it was my cousin Mobby. He had not been to visit Sonimol chechi for some days. I held my breath – it was Sarah chechi. She was in the old kurta she slept in and came forward hesitantly. I held myself as tightly as I could in a ball and squeezed my eyes shut. But nothing happened for a long time.

When I did peep around the curtain, the phone was in Sarah chechi’s lap and her hand on the receiver. After much thought, she lifted the receiver and began to press the buttons.

She seemed to know the number code Appachan (grandfather) used to lock the phone from unnecessary use – and to control his phone bills. The dial tone sounded in the clear silent night, but no one picked up. I felt suffocated by the dusty curtain, but my heartbeat pounded hard in my ears as I watched Chechi. She cut the line and tried again. And again. And again. Finally, she put the phone on the side table, crumpled over and began to cry.

When she had composed herself, she tapped the locking code into the phone and walked back to her parents room, dejection showing in every line of her body.

******

Roma was sitting on a low stool in the shade of a tree, sifting through a large quantity of raw rice on a rattan tray. Most of the girls were weeding or sweeping the area around the house that did not constitute the fields – almost two-thirds of a football field.

The girls were angry because Roma and Rita had escaped punishment, while the rest of us were given more chores – apparently to sear the gravity of our crimes into our souls for eternity. We believed their roles in Bobby’s hiding were ignored because Joychayan, their father, was our grandfather’s favourite son, and, hence, Joychayan’s children were Appachan’s favourite grandchildren.

It was what the adults felt too. If Appachan had to go to the market and choose between his grandsons, it was a given that Rajiv would be chosen. In a way, it assuaged some of my bitterness – at least, Mobby and Bobby weren’t Appachan’s favourites. It also meant Rajiv spent most of his time with his sisters and female cousins because the guys teased him mercilessly and left him out of their activities.

Today, Nina and Shyla were washing several buckets of clothing. Normally the clothes were washed by the servants. Over our last few vacations, Ammachi had begun to make the girls wash their own clothes. We had to know the A-Z of housekeeping and our mothers weren't teaching us enough, she told us often. But this week, we had been made to wash the entire household’s clothes in turns, despite our bitter protests. Roma and Rita were given light chores. Yesterday they disappeared for much of the day. When they appeared, Appachan asked them how the movie was and we realised Joychayan had taken his family out to watch a movie.

It stunned the rest of the family and there was a sudden silence in the room. This was unusual behaviour and there seemed to be a malaise seeping into the household. For once, I had nothing to say. My best friend Roma was a treacherous traitor. I fumed silently, but my cousins vented to their parents.

“You got away with murder,” Nina raged at Roma (see why here).

Roma flicked a small stone out of the rattan tray with her index finger, ignoring Nina. I was pulling out weeds in a corner of the yard and stopped to watch my cousins. Both Nina and Shyla threw the washing into the buckets and stood over Roma, shouting at the top of her head. Rita fled into the house. But there was no response from Roma and the finger continued to flick out impurities in the rice at a steady pace.

All of us stood dumb. The silence was broken when Ammachi came to the kitchen window and yelled at us to get back to work. When Ammachi disappeared, Nina began to pull out soapy clothes from one bucket and threw them into an empty bucket. She kicked the bucket under the tap and watched the water gush.

“What are you doing?” Shyla said.

“I’m rinsing them.”

“You haven’t scrubbed the clothes.”

“Who cares. I’m not going to wear them.”

“But, but, but… the dirt will show!”

“Not immediately.”

Shyla moved closer, whispered in Nina’s ear and glanced at Roma. Nina shrugged her shoulders, punched the soapy clothes a few times – ostensibly an effort at rinsing them – and let the water run out of the bucket. She looked up and summoned me with her index finger. She eyed the clothes and her gaze turned to the clothesline across the back yard. She wanted me to hang up the clothes. I took one shirt and squeezed. Suds oozed like a white waterfall. I looked up at Nina chechi, but she smiled and pointed at the clothesline.

“Just hang it up, mol,” Nina said. Don’t bother to squeeze out the water. Let’s see how long it takes to dry, she mouthed and grinned, pointing at Roma’s downturned head and giving me a thumbs up. Though her head was still down, Roma’s body was stiff. Her index finger had stopped moving.

At first I was bothered, but then I thought it was diabolical. Unless Roma squealed, it would take the family some time to realise how little cleaning their clothes got. I began to hang up the dripping clothes. During Kerala’s monsoon, and in our closed airless home, clothes usually took two days to dry in the store room. This was going to be longer now.

In about 10 minutes, Nina, Shyla and I put all the clothes on the clotheslines. One line broke a couple of times with the weight of the wet clothes and finally we draped some of the clothes on the sides of the well, weighing the clothes down with large rather muddy rocks.

******

Over the next few days, the girls practiced covert disobedience. We did all our chores quickly and, inevitably, badly. If reprimanded, we stayed quiet or admitted to our mistakes. At first, Ammachi looked at us suspiciously and our mothers gaped in disbelief, but as time went on Ammachi began to forget what she was angry at us for. But she got tired of the shoddy work, and the extra chores stopped. It amused our mothers, who watched but didn’t give inputs.

I did get lectures about insolence and how I would get my just desserts one day, but finally Amma let it go.

Sarah chechi didn’t start talking, but as the day of the meeting with her prospective suitor approached she fought with her parents. Everyone chose to stay silent and kept out of the way. She didn’t give me a look and it troubled me, because now my embarrassment had worn off and I really wanted to be in my cousin’s good books again.

After my parents went to bed, I lay awake. I looked at the clock on the table – 12.35am – I heard a door open. There was one very large room abutting both our and the Mathans room – Georgiechyan’s. These several weeks I had never heard anyone from that room come out at night, except for my uncle and aunt. 

I waited until the footsteps fell silent and as gently as possible opened my door. I nearly died of fright, closing the door immediately. I saw Sarah chechi pass, taking very slow steps. I had shut the door while she was turning around to look and stayed pressed against the wall near the hinges.

I almost pissed when the door started to inch open. It was too late to dive under my sheet, under which I had arranged two cushions. I held my breath, squeezing my eyes shut in terror. Just then my father coughed hard and turned on to his side, and the door jerked shut. I threw myself onto my bed and scampered under my sheet, curling and staying still. Sarah chechi ran back towards her room and the footsteps stopped. My father’s shadow sat up and refused to lie back down. After an eternity he did, and in a couple of minutes began to snore.

Sarah chechi began to move along the corridor again. When the footsteps passed, I lunged for the door and peeped out. Sarah chechi disappeared from view at the end of the corridor. I ran towards the street light coming through the sitting room’s windows. She slid back the bolts of the front door without a sound – the results of my earlier diligent efforts (FC 70).

Sarah chechi was carrying a knapsack over one shoulder and walking quickly to the gate. I watched numbly as she opened the gate. When she was on the road, I grabbed a pair of slippers strewn near the front door and tried to walk lightly over the gravel. Despite this, it sounded like someone was crushing glass in the still night air. Sarah chechi was now near the sagging portion of the barbed wire fence, further along Appachan’s property.

She slipped into the field and disappeared behind a tree. In a few minutes she reappeared and started hurrying back – minus her knapsack. Once on the road, she looked around and broke into a run towards the house. I removed my slippers and raced back into the house to my bedroom door and waited. I heard the crunch of the gravel outside and then Sarah chechi’s shadow rushed into view through the sitting room’s open doorway. She closed the front door, slipped the bolts back into place, and tiptoed back to her room.

* Chetathi means older brother’s wife in Malayalam.

– Stay tuned for more of Sarah in the next episode.

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This fictional series follows the narrator who is remembering events that occurred during a family vacation in Kerala, India, in her childhood. The Webs We Weave series begins with episodes FC 69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94

 

Fishy Chronicles 77: The Webs We Weave (9) – Breaking point (cont'd)

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We sat in the shade of a large tree in my great uncle’s courtyard, the heat and sweat adding to our stress. The older girls discussed what had happened, explored explanations and excuses, raged at Bobby the Brute and then slipped into silence.

Strangely, I wasn’t too bothered. This was an average day for me, though I was pleased my cousins had given Bobby the hiding of his life. Not for a moment had he thought his sisters would have had the courage to set him straight and how! (FC76)

I went to the back of the house and scratched the goat’s head. I wondered why someone would name their goat Petty. One of Appachan’s older brother Kunjappachan’s grandchildren had named the goat, and had been too young to know what it meant. Aju called the goat Petty because it liked to be petted. It didn’t have a petty bone in its body. It was sweet and gentle and ate everything in sight, including money. Unusually, Kunjappachan once gave Sarayumama a cash gift and, after leaving her uncle’s house, stood out of sight of the windows to count his generosity.

The story goes that the resting goat got up, plucked one of the notes from Sarayumama’s hands and gobbled it up. It took her a couple of seconds to register what had happened before she screamed, dropped the rest of the notes, pounced on poor Petty and tried to pry its mouth open – which is like opening the jaws of an inert crocodile. Mathan Uncle was conflicted – help his wife retrieve a masticated note or pick up the money on the ground. He chose the latter because by then her cousins had come out of the house and pulled the goat away from Sarayumama. My aunt wailed so much that Kunjappachan gave her another note to replace the one she had lost.

I decided to go and see what was happening with Sarah chechi. “You stay right here,” Shyla said.

“Why?”

Nina and Shyla, my older cousins, looked at each other blankly and then Nina said, “Because we should all be together when we have to go back and face them,” she tilted her head to indicate my grandfather’s house.

“I’ll be there when you face them. I’ll just come from the other direction.” I began to walk away.

“Don’t let anyone know we’re here,” Shyla said when I reached the road.

“They’re going to know when Kunjappachan returns home,” I didn’t turn because the girls and their complaints jarred my senses.

Except for the occasional vehicle on the main road, there was no noise in the village. The only sounds were of birds talking to each other or sometimes, if you listened for it, the movement of the river’s water.

I slowed as I reached my grandfather’s house, all was silent. The front door was open and there were people in the sitting room. The silence felt suspicious.

I climbed into the field adjoining the house from a spot where the barbed wire sagged, I had seen the workers come in this way, and darted behind the trees and got into the compound through the side entrance. I hugged the walls and crept along until I was near the Mathans’ room, from which a great deal of noise was coming.

“Those girls! Ammachi, you’ve got to deal with them firmly,” Sarayumama said. Her voice shrill and somewhat hoarse. I swatted away the idea of her voice leaving her this vacation. So far I had only seen this happen in the movies. And with my aunt’s luck she and her voice would bounce back brilliantly.

Ammachi murmured soothingly. In the background Bobby groaned. I felt fear creep over me but still crept closer to the open window. Through the worn half curtain stretched across the bottom of the window, I could make out my cousin lying on his parents’ bed and people sitting or standing around him, the stance of their bodies serious.

I crept towards the front of the house, but lost my nerve, so I turned and ran to the kitchen and slowed. Sonimol chechi, our servant, usually sat on the steps during quiet moments. Today she was not sitting here. With all the girls absconding and Ammachi and her daughters bent over Bobby, Sonimol chechi was probably neck deep in work.

As I moved I wondered if I was being foolish and courting more trouble. If the family caught sight of me, they’d immediately brand me the leader of the pack because I had broken Bobby before and he had it in for me bad. I stopped at the study window. Only the neighbours next door would be able to see me, but my great uncle and his family were sitting in my house now. Through the trees on both properties, I could see my cousins standing and watching me.

I leaned against the cool wall and parked my bum on the narrow ledge that ran right around the house. There were low murmurs coming from the study. I pressed myself into the wall by the window.

“You have to get her married sometime. The family is not very well off, but the boy is smart and has a good job in Mumbai. He’s also bought a flat, that is what Ivachan said. And once she finishes her Masters, she can get a job. Nowadays everyone wants a working girl.”

I tried to peer through the curtains. I couldn’t figure out who my great uncle was talking to. Or about which cousin.

“She’s attracting a lot of attention. Kunjumol says she doesn’t do any housework and disappears when she’s told to do something. How can she just walk away like that!” Appachan said.

I held my breath. There were several people crowded in the room. A chair scraped the floor and one of the doors to the study closed with a click. “Bobby says she ordered the girls to run and locked all the doors.”

“Not exactly,” Appa said. “Bobby said some of the girls beat him and Nina and Sarah locked him in.”

“It’s the same thing!” Appachan shouted. He hated his children countering him and Appa had done more than his fair share of it. “I am sure your daughter had a big role to play in it. She’s becoming a mirror image of Sarah everyday.”

“Bobby didn’t mention her. And Sarah is a smart, sensible girl, brilliant and full of promise. You shouldn’t force her to marry and ruin her chances at life just because she wants different things in life.”

“Keep quiet! Let’s organise a meeting with the boy’s family as soon as possible. Georgie, you speak to your daughter. Make her understand she has to get married soon. Maybe all this nonsense will end. She is almost 24, old by today’s standards. She’s a bad influence on the girls. A marriage will set her right. It will set everything right. You’ll see.”

I waited for Georgiechyan’s rebuttal, but there was silence in the room.

Soon, the men started leaving the room.

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I stayed plastered to the wall, feeling repulsed by what I had heard. I felt a deep disappointment for my cousin Sarah.

Because my relatives perceived her as stubborn and given to new ideas, she was going to suffer for it. I thought of my father’s sister Sarojmama and wondered at the haste of her wedding. After her marriage, she had given up all plans to study further or even sit for the civil services exams, which is why she had wanted to go to Delhi in the first place. Or was it?

I roused myself and darted to the front gate. I heard someone shout, but sped down the road towards the junction. I wondered whether to tell Sarah chechi what I had heard. There was no knowing how she would react. Sometimes I was scared of her.

I slowed near the junction and groaned. My nosey second cousins, who lived opposite Kunjappachan, were stuffing their faces at the bakery and called out to me. I listened to their sarcastic chatter, but smiled and shrugged at their queries. The girl, Eenya, who had just begun college, said, “I saw Sarah chechi and some of the girls walking around the church compound. Is it someone’s birthday or death anniversary today?”

“No, Eenya chechi, they are just there to pray. I’m going to join them.”

I turned to run, but her brother Thomachan grabbed my upper arm to hold me still. “Wait. We heard a lot of shouting in the afternoon. What’s going on at the big house?” On a quiet day one could hear people quarreling in other houses. And if people stood in their courtyards, they could probably make out the gist of the argument. People usually stopped what they were doing to listen.

“There was a rat in the house, we beat it some but it escaped into one of the rooms. We don’t know where. No one wants to be in the house until it’s trapped.” I did consider Bobby a rat, and for sure Appa and Amma would consider my take on today’s happenings (FC76) a travesty of the truth – but then, who was ever going to know the truth.

“Uh-huh.” My cousins looked at me closely, but I held their gaze. Finally they nodded slowly.

I broke into a run, only slowing as I reached the tall gates of the church. The gates to heaven, Sarayumama once told me. There were some older men standing by the church offices, watching Sarah chechi and the girls. They were in the graveyard adjoining the church, walking over the graves in the crammed cemetery and reading out the names on the tombstones.

“Have you also come to check out the graves? Is it a city thing? Aren’t there any graveyards in Madras or Bombay*?” One of the men tossed at me, laughing at his friends. I didn’t know who he was, but for sure he knew my family.

I walked into the dark, cool church, light coming through the open doors and windows. I felt alone and free and at peace. I stood by the huge lamp hanging from the ceiling at the centre of the church and filled with holy oil. I prayed that only the best should happen to Sarah chechi. I dipped three fingers in the holy oil and drew a cross on my forehead.

Rita waved to me. She was holding Sarah chechi’s hand and they were leaning over a grave. I knew it was our grandfather’s grandmother’s grave. Some of her children and grandchildren were in the same grave and I sometimes wondered if they got out when it was quiet and played or talked. We stood on another grave to stare at the stone slab, reading again the names and years of births and deaths. It was a plain white slab that had grown in height over a century and a half. The original cross was cemented into the face of the grave.

“When are we going back, chechi?” I watched Eva, Tanya and Teena sitting together on a bench at the side of the church. Roma was lying on another bench, the only movement a hand fanning a newspaper over her face. She got up when she heard me and started walking over.

“If you’re bored you can go home,” Sarah chechi said. I didn’t care for the sarcasm.

“What about the others?”

“They’ll probably go home when they get the courage… or hungry,” she looked up and grinned.

“Aren’t you scared, chechi?” Rita said.

“Of what, baba?”

“Of what they’ll do to us. We beat Bobby and they will punish us for it.”

“Okay, and then what? Do you think they’ll beat us?”

“Er… n-no.”

“Shout at us?”

“Of course.”

“Isn’t that what they do every day? So they’ll shout louder and try to make you more scared.”

“But aren’t you afraid?” Rita persisted.

Sarah chechi shrugged her shoulders and laughed, all her perfect teeth showing. Her face was pink from the heat and she looked beautiful. “No.”

“So why didn’t you stay back to face them?” I asked, irritated by her nonchalance.

She grinned even more, “Felt scared, for sure, but I wanted some peace of mind too.” She started jumping across the graves again.

Roma and I turned to look at the young men who had just entered the compound. They glanced at us and went into the church. One man lingered near the entrance, looking at us, and then joined his friends.

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He waited until the rest of the girls had gone ahead and joined Sarah chechi who was walking slowly.

“Which of your cousins is that?” I heard the deep voice say. I shivered.

“One of my Bombay cousins. Hey, you, come here, slow coach,” Sarah chechi said and I hurried to her.

“Say hello to Johnny,” I shook hands with him and he laughed. He was dark and tall and quite good looking. “He’s Thomachan’s friend.”

I nodded. Sarah chechi pointedly looked at the group at the end of the road, and tilted her head towards them, telling me to be gone. I started walking reluctantly towards my cousins. I turned to look and Johnny waved. I waved back. I waited at the end of the road and watched the two say goodbye. Johnny walked the other way and disappeared.

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At the house, the girls disappeared around the back of the house to enter it through the kitchen. Sarah chechi scowled at them but walked in through the open front door. I, with Rita and Roma clutching my hands, followed.

The family – with a variety of expressions on their faces – was arranged in the front room. I was surprised at the looks of sympathy from some of the older women and men, but felt fear bubble up at the rage on Sarayumama’s face. Surprisingly, Kunjappachan was still at our house. And he had a warm smile on his face.

And then we saw Bobby, in the middle of the large red rexine sofa, propped up by his father and brother Mobby. He shifted position and let out a low groan.

“Look what you did to my son!” Sarayumama shouted. “You beat him, you junglees, where do you learn these things from!” she tossed a disparaging look at her sisters-in-law, who looked back at her stonily. “Well?” She screamed at Sarah chechi.

There was pin drop silence. She came closer and screeched into our ears, “Nothing to say?” Rita, Roma and I lowered our heads to avoid looking at her. “Aren’t you going to put some sense into your daughters’ heads? Are they going to go about bashing up boys and behaving like they aren’t from good families.”

Kunjappachan made a tutting sound. “Now, now, mol. I’m sure they will get a talking to.”

“Not good enough!”

“It will do for now,” Appachan said coldly.

“B-But…”

Bobby made a snivelling sound. And Sarayumama leaped at us. She grabbed Sarah chechi’s arms and tried to shake her, but Sarah chechi looked our aunt in the eyes calmly and stayed still. Sarayumama, much shorter than her niece, shook vainly instead.

Sarayumama let Sarah chechi go. A cunning look replaced the angry one. “Don’t worry, mol. A marriage will fix your stubborn temper for good. And sooner than you think.”

Sarah chechi’s eyes widened and her mouth opened, but closed immediately.

Sarayumama continued watching her niece gleefully. “What a pity your sister is hiding in the US, else both of you would have been sorted by now. You girls don’t have any manners.”

“Don’t talk about my daughters that way! Things will fall in place when they have to,” Georgiechyan said gruffly. He stepped forward and stood between his oldest daughter and sister, forcing both to move backwards. “Go to your rooms, children. The elders will talk to you about what happened.”

Sarayumama stood with her arms spread wide, blocking our way. “That’s it? That’s all? They brutalise my son and get away scot free?”

“If he had manners and learnt how to respect women, no one would have laid a finger on him,” Nina said from the dining room doorway.

Sarayumama ran to her and managed to beat my cousin a couple of times before Nina was pulled away by my aunts. Nina began to cry and there was sudden uproar.

The children and adults were screaming and shouting at the same time and Kunjappachan and my grandparents looked aghast at what had just happened.

“Quiet!” Appachan shouted. “Stop hitting the girls. We won’t talk about this now. Control yourself, Sarayu!”

“B-but…” the sound died in my aunt’s throat. For once my aunt couldn’t find her voice. There were angry looks from the rest of the room and some of the elders blocked the dining room entrance. From the dining room, we heard Nina crying and we pushed towards her.

This wasn’t the end of the matter. There would be an inquisition. My parents were glaring at me and I could feel my spirit, so far strong, wilt.

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Kunjappachan left after evening tea. His jokes and chatter loosened his brother. We girls first hid in the dining room and later moved into various corners of the house, answering the boys questions and then discussing plausible responses to any of Appachan’s questions between ourselves.

“What’s wrong with telling Appachan the truth?” Sarah chechi said sarcastically.

“He won’t believe us,” Shyla said.

“So what? You know he won’t. So why waste your time cooking up alternatives. Tell the truth and get it over with.”

“Did you see how Sarayumama beat me!” Nina raged.

“Why did you let her? You’re an adult, why did you let her touch you. She’s half your size, by the way. You could have pushed her away or pinned down her hands.”

“I-I didn’t think… besides the rest of them would have turned on me!”

“You don’t know that. And Sarayumama has a screw loose anyway.” There was silence and then a chuckle echoed around the room.

“You can’t say that,” Nina said, weakly, smiling.

But Sarah chechi had lost interest. Her father’s head appeared at the doorway. “You girls are wanted in Appachan’s study,” Georgiechyan smiled kindly.

We filed out of his bedroom and were walking towards Appachan’s study when I heard Sarah chechi ask, “What was that bit about my marriage?”

“Later.”

“What?”

I turned to look. Sarah chechi had grabbed her father’s arms, was leaning into his face and murmuring furiously, but Georgiechyan did not respond. He pushed his daughter forward. I held out my hand, and after a couple of seconds of hesitation, Sarah chechi took it. Her face was angry.

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As Sarah chechi had predicted, Appachan didn’t believe a word we said. It wasn’t anything he said, but his coldness all through. Worse, he let Bobby and the others sit in and we were interrupted often. Sarah chechi looked at the others calmly and refused to be drawn in. Only because our parents were present were we saved from a thrashing. 

We were soon told to leave. My aunt and grandmother smirked and laughed, telling us we deserved it. I wondered what “it” was. The study door closed with Appachan, Sarah chechi’s parents and my father and his brothers.

After everyone left the dining room, I returned to the closed study door, feeling fearful. I heard snatches of the conversation. Appachan spoke about a boy coming to meet Sarah. He had good prospects, he lived in Bombay. Plus he was highly recommended by Kunjappachan.

Sarah chechi declined politely, citing further studies and job prospects. At this point my grandfather shouted at her, telling her she had no choice in the matter. I felt a cold wet hand on the back of my neck and a ladle sting the back of my legs. I screamed when Ammachi started hitting me harder, trying to twist myself out of her grip. The study door flew open and Sarah chechi yanked my grandmother’s hand off my neck, pulled the large stainless-steel ladle out of her hand and threw it across the dining table. She dragged me away and let go of me in the corridor.

“Why do you have to sneak about! Why? Why can’t you be a normal kid and be silly and foolish and girly, like, like, like…” she pointed, frustrated, at my cousins watching us from a corner of the sitting room.

I felt my face on fire. I stayed quiet, unable to think of anything. Sarah chechi pushed me away from her and stomped off to her parents’ room and locked the door.

I stayed still against the wall until my parents took me to our room. We didn’t speak that night. Nor did anyone speak at dinner time. 

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* Madras is now Chennai and Bombay is Mumbai

This is The Webs We Weave (FC69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93. 94) series and is about events that occur during the narrator's childhood family vacation in Kerala, India. 

Please note that this is a work of fiction.  

Fishy Chronicles 76: The Webs We Weave (8) – Breaking point

The next morning there was a buzz in the air. People stood in clusters, murmuring and looking wary.

I asked Roma what was going on.

“Someone was in the house last night. Dropped the brass vase in the sitting room near Appachan’s* room. When they checked the house, all the doors were locked.” (FC 75)

I was flummoxed.  I hadn’t thought of the burglar angle.

“Er… was anything stolen?”

“No! That’s the strange thing. Appachan said he heard people running, but no one woke up except Georgechyan and Pilipochyan.” Their rooms were near Appachan’s. “Ammachi^ says she can’t make out if anything was taken.” Maybe except jaggery and snacks. Ammachi’s grandchildren had been making inroads into her legendary stocks of savouries – one of the boys had got a spare key made to Ammachi’s snack-morgasboard and the key was passed around. Snacking never seemed to be an issue in Amma’s parents’ home – my grandmother and great grandmother left cakes and snacks out on the side table for the kids and adults. There was just one rule – everyone had to eat well at meal times.

Every time we walked past Appachan’s door, I glanced at it. When he was away in the fields and everyone seemed busy, I examined the door. I ran my fingers over the dent in the door, where the sharp mouth of the worked vase had gouged out the wood. 

A hand slapped the back of my head hard. I felt humiliation wash over me. I had done my best to avoid being hit during this trip. I whirled around.

Mobby… and Fatty, holding a ladle. I wondered if it was hot. “Don’t hit me.”

“Hahaha. Why not, baby? Do you know something about the door?” He watched me carefully.

“Yes.”

Shock crossed their faces. “What do you know!” Ammachi pushed Mobby aside and I leaned away to avoid the saliva popping out of her mouth. Shee!

She was squeezing my shoulder hard and I twisted myself out of her painful grip. “I-I heard a loud noise and some footsteps.”

“And?” Mobby said. He looked uncomfortable and his jaw was tight.

“Nothing. Is it true, Ammachi, there was a robber in the house last night?” I tried not to watch my cousin openly.

“Yes. They stole food. And were trying to take the brass vase and some uralis (traditional brass utensils).”

“How many uralis were stolen?”

“Er… nothing… so far… but the kitchen was in disarray. I have work to do.” She marched away. I wondered what Ammachi had to do. Every day she sat on a chair in the kitchen and ordered the womenfolk about, while looking for chores for her granddaughters. In Ammachi’s eyes everyone was idle and needed to be gainfully occupied.

“She’s training you girls,” Amma said when I complained.

“For what?”

“For marriage. No need to act so surprised. Your husband’s family will expect you to have all those, these, skills. And more.” I hopped on each leg, trying to keep quiet.

“B-but Uncle John helps Aunty Glory in the kitchen,” I said of my parents’ friends in Mumbai “and Appa he…” I was going to say “Appa helps you”, but my mother shook her head. Even if some husbands helped their wives in the kitchen, that was best kept under wraps.

“Strange ideas all these girls have,” my father’s older sister Sarayumama said, rolling her eyes at the mound of rice in the wide rattan tray on her lap. “They think their husbands will be modern like American men and do housework. Hah!” She was concentrating on picking out tiny stones from the rice and had barely progressed all morning. Her sisters-in-law didn’t react and kept working.

But Ammachi didn’t relent. In addition to embroidery and sewing, we were made to cook, clean and keep house. For that is what good Syrian Christian girls did! It was a good thing Ammachi didn’t know that all this ended once we went home – all her children employed maids. Ammachi probably wanted to believe that we still swept and scrubbed the windows, even with a maid around. I didn’t understand why. Most of our relatives in Kerala had at least one elderly servant, and managed some staff for busy periods like vacations.

Anyway, early every evening, all the girls were lined up and made to peel or chop or mash something. Then, whether we wanted to or not, we stood next to the older girls while they fried what we had mashed and moulded into flat balls and another older cousin simultaneously boiled a massive tureen of water and milk for the tea on a four-burner stove. In the background, our grandmother shouted instructions.

If guests arrived, our pain worsened. Or, I should say, humiliation. We were made to serve them. All the while our relatives, mostly men, joked about us getting married – how imminent marriage was, that parents had to look for a groom years in advance, cooking skills were in demand, good manners, blah blah blah and bloody blah.

And then there were the sly jokes about marrying doctors, engineers, civil servants and NRIs. The implication was that if we looked pretty enough, or were fair enough, or were ladylike and well mannered, and wore enough gold ornaments to blind an oil-rich sheikh, we’d marry well and save our parents a large dowry.

My older cousins preened, drew their eyes religiously, Appachan frowned at lipstick, and went on sari-buying missions. The younger girls watched and our eyes popped at the silks and materials. My cousin brothers waited for every opportunity to tease their cousins about marriage and boys and grooms. And they tossed newspapers and wrappers and even banana peels in corners, expecting the girls to pick up the trash. Bobby told an irate Shyla that it was practice for marriage.  

This sort of crass behaviour was unusual. So far. For some reason, the boys began to harass the girls more. The elders would get into a snit and demand to know who had thrown the garbage on the ground and why no one had picked it up.

Because of our idiot cousins, we girls were on tenterhooks and had to sweep the house at least twice a day and be on the lookout for rubbish on the floor. All we seemed to be doing was tidying up after our cousins. 

The younger boys, and those with sisters, eventually stopped. But the older boys, Mobby, Bobby, Joey, Tino and Tomo, accelerated their efforts.

One day we decided to see what would happen if we didn’t pick up after the boys for the whole day. Just before tea time, Ammachi cornered the younger girls in a bedroom and gave us a tongue lashing and stiff lecture about filth and faith – it was hard to find a connection. Ammachi sounded like a medieval priest run amok. We kept our heads down because she waved a fat stick at us.

My male cousins listened from the doorway and sniggered, while Bobby and Mobby guffawed. Over the next few days they diligently dropped fruit peels, bits of paper, trimmed nails, plastic bags and more. They took care not to do so in their bedroom – even they were afraid of Sarayumama. The girls complained to their parents. My uncles admonished the boys and they nodded dutifully, but continued their torment.

One day my grandfather’s brother and his family, from down the road, came over for lunch. As is customary, the men and older boys had lunch first. We wiped the table clean for the next set of diners – the ladies. This time, the boys had gone a step further and dropped food on the floors. There was not much we could do about it now. It was awkward seeing our great aunt, her daughters-in-law and grandchildren walking around the dining table to their chairs in discomfort – the food on the ground stuck to their bare feet.

The dining room floor was a mess and soon it found its way into the sitting room with the guests. And, finally, what we had tried hard to avoid for weeks happened. Appachan, finical about cleanliness, blew his gasket. First, he aimed his fury at his wife, then at his daughters and then at his granddaughters.

Ammachi screamed at the girls to get brooms and mops and we went to work cleaning the dining room floor, while the guests sat in uncomfortable silence in the sitting room. Appachan banged the connecting door shut and, slowly the dull murmur of a reviving conversation began.

Rice and curry were smashed into the floor and had dried up. It was disgusting. The braver among us tried to scrape it off the floor with our fingernails but couldn’t. We poured soap water on the floor and tried to wash away the mess with a spindly broom, but the food clung stubbornly to the floor. Finally, we brought in a tough brush we used to scrub moss off the concrete area near the kitchen garden. We scrubbed the floor in turns. It was an effort to get the soap off the floor and we had to swab the floor many times until it stopped being slippery. We watched as years of dirt was sucked out of the floor and it almost shone. But it was a deadening, humiliating experience. All the older ladies had disappeared into the sitting room with my grandmother and we girls were alone in the dining room, toiling quietly, feeling miserable.

Once we were done, we stood to the side, watching the floor dry under the fan. Bobby walked in through the study door at one side of the dining room. We watched in horror as his food-caked slippers instantly dirtied our floors. He seemed to revel in it. Despite our protests, he walked around the dining room, around the table a couple of times, drank straight from a bottle of water without using a glass, smirked at all of us and finally stopped to admire his handiwork.

Most of the girls seemed to be in a stupor. It was when he laughed that Roma ran forward and punched Bobby in his gut. The air left his body in a shrill sigh and he doubled over. Then she slammed her elbow into his back several times until the older girls pried her off and dragged her away. Nina grabbed his slippers, ran into Appachan’s study and threw them out of the window as far as she could in different directions. There was a narrow dirt road nearby and in all likelihood the slippers would fall into the puddles there. Nina returned, locking the study door with the key that always stayed in the lock and tucked it into her bra.

Bobby was cowering and mewling loudly on the floor, a dish towel stuffed into his mouth, and the little girls were now pummelling and kicking him. Nina and Shyla pulled them off one by one and nearly threw them at the kitchen doorway. Sarah, Georgiechyan’s daughter, gently turned the key in the lock of the dining room door leading to the sitting room, pulled it out and slipped it into her kurta pocket. She whispered to us to get out and gestured wildly at the kitchen door.

Once we were all in the kitchen, the older girls latched the kitchen door from the kitchen and the other connecting doors. All of us rushed out into the backyard. Nina and Shyla pushed Sonimol chechi, the maid, out of the door and ordered her to stay out of the way and not to tell anyone what she had just seen. They latched the kitchen door from the outside of the house and all of us ran in different directions.

Some of my cousins went into the fields adjoining the house and onto the road. They began walking briskly to the junction. They were following Sarah, who was walking towards the church. That was where she often went and stayed for hours. It wasn’t piety, like the others thought. She hated the tedium of household work and often took books and newspapers with her. Though my grandmother had stopped trying to enslave Sarah, Ammachi didn’t stop complaining about her.

Others walked stealthily to the front of the house, opened the squeaky gate gently and stepped out. We needn’t have worried. There was shouting and a major commotion in the sitting room, with people banging the connecting doors to the study and dining room. I knew the family would try to get into the dining room through the kitchen via the store room.

When I saw a head bobbing into view through the window near the front door, I began to run after my cousins. They were half way down the road, walking to my great uncle’s house – my grandfather’s brother’s. I wondered what his family would make of what had just happened.

I watched my cousins trying not to run. Suddenly I didn’t feel alone. Now my cousins knew how I had felt for most of my vacation.

Bobby deserved what he got, but now we were in serious shit.

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* Grandfather in Malayalam

^ Grandmother in Malayalam

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This is a continuation of The Webs We Weave (FC69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93) series and is about events that occur during the narrator's childhood family vacation in Kerala. Please note that this is a work of fiction.   

Fishy Chronicles 75: Lockdown Diaries: The Webs We Weave (7) – Mobby Dick

I tossed about in bed, thinking of my cousin Mobby and our servant Sonimol chechi coochie cooing (FC74).

My cousin and I had a level of closeness earlier – I admired him as one did an older male cousin. But the shenanigans of the past few weeks (FC69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74) had me hating the entire Mathan family and the sentiment was reciprocated stoutly.

In the morning, I set out to watch my cousin – Mobby the Dick. I hung around the kitchen, which led to many inquiring looks. I did errands for my mother and chatted with Sonimol chechi, who, I felt, looked on edge. But I was a kid – what did I know. I followed her outside, and her eyes went to the shed, from where we could hear barks of laughter and inaudible chatter.

Most days I sat under the guava tree at the side of the house to avoid Ammachi (grandmother). She had started giving me more housework. I raised the matter with my mother but she had no solution. “Just do what Ammachi asks. It won’t kill you to do some more chores,” Amma said.

“Okay.”

My mother’s eyebrows rose, but she handed me a knife and showed me how to peel a potato the way Ammachi wanted – scraping the wet skin off. Ammachi had given cousin Shyla an earful for peeling off thick strips of tuber. Shyla was now on dish-washing duty and hated it. If the dish was even a bit dirty or had soap suds on it, she was made to wash it again.

“She’s Margaret Thatcher without the charm or dress sense,” Shyla said. She was sitting, with other cousins, on a step leading out of the kitchen. Sunlight flashed off the blue stone on her finger (FC73). I hurled wheat grain at the chicken – they scurried away and then returned for more of the same punishment. Now, I threw a grain at a time to listen to my cousins.

“M-itler… without the polished propaganda or moustache.” My cousins giggled at Shyla’s assessment.

“Shhh,” Nina said when my grandmother came out of the kitchen to scold Sonimol chechi, who had been slow in getting firewood from the shed. Mobby was near her.

“She does look like Hitler. Her moustache is quite becoming,” Shyla continued.

I was surprised at the jokes. My grandmother had been generous to the older girls, gifting them sapphire earrings and rings. The younger girls had got rings.

I lost interest in Shyla. Mobby had been talking to Sonimol chechi while she walked slowly to the shed, picked a piece of wood and walked back to deposit it in her large basket near a wall of the house. At the rate she was moving, a season would have passed. No wonder Ammachi had come out in search of her.

I was mesmerised by the idea of love unfolding. It was illicit, forbidden, and my junglee idiot cousin was involved. Someone else’s love story had commandeered all my attention.

I moved towards the lovers. When I was near Mobby, with Fatty (Ammachi) yapping at my heels, I threw handfuls of grain at him. The hens dashed towards him and he screamed, trying to find escape. I had just remembered he was frightened of farm animals and hated the way they looked at him – a childhood fear he hadn’t outgrown.

Sonimol chechi stood in front of Mobby with her arms spread wide, but the hens rushed around her towards the grain falling off my cousin. I showered him with more until I felt the sting of Ammachi’s stick.

Even though I had seen Ammachi, I was too slow avoiding her. Blows rained on my arms, back and legs, until I pulled the stick out of Ammachi’s grasp, broke it and threw the two bits into Sonimol’s basket. I grabbed my grain tin, intent on throwing the contents at Mobby, but stopped. If I deliberately annoyed Fatty I would be sent back to Bombay on the next train. She was sated now that she had given me a thrashing.

I had to chill. There was more to come.

I walked away and sat near the guava tree, calling out to Romeo. He was a young rooster with dark green and red brown feathers. I adored him and fed him kitchen titbits every day. He hurried to me and ate out of my hand. Then he let me hold him and listened to me grumble about Mobby Dick and Ammachi.

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Over the next few days I felt cheered – my father couldn’t get tickets back to Bombay. There was some peace in the house and my cousins had started involving me in their chatter.

Some even commiserated with me about my grandparents not giving me a ring (FC73). But it rang false. I felt they were happy I hadn’t got a ring. I couldn’t understand why, but it was an emotion I had witnessed many times during my vacation.

One day I was in the fields and Babychyan, who had worked for Appachan (grandfather) for decades, asked me where my sling was.

“Ammachi destroyed it because she said I was becoming a boy.”

“Oho. Like that, is it.”

“Yes.”

“So, no more mangoes.”

“I have been able to pull some out of the trees with the long stick, but…”

Just then Mathan Uncle passed by, gave us a haughty look and disappeared between some banana trees. Babychyan walked to the rubber trees and gestured to me to follow.

The old man walked into the rubber thottam (estate) and used a long stick to probe the ground. He bent and picked up, and threw away, twigs and leaves. Eventually he found a couple of sturdy branches, pulled out his sickle-like knife and started hacking at them.

He cut away until they resembled white sticks. He scraped his blade across the twigs until they became smooth. He wound coconut leaves around the base of the twigs, and firmed them with strips of dried rubber milk he peeled off the trees. I was aghast at what he was doing and turned to look around. All the elders were busy.

“Won’t Appachan be angry with you for taking the rubber milk off the trees like that?”

“He won’t mind,” Babychyan smiled, a black hole appearing where his front teeth should have been.

He rolled and rolled the rubber strips around the contraption and I felt lightheaded with happiness – Babychyan was fashioning a slingshot.

He handed it to me and we turned to go. I hesitated as we left the thottam. I hadn’t brought my bag with me and Babychyan was half naked, with only a mundu on. So I darted behind a tree, tucked my blouse into the waist of my pavada (long skirt) and dropped the sling into the back of my blouse, where it lay uncomfortably half way down my back.

I chafed at how long the men took, yakking about the weather, crop price, manure and blah blah.

“Appa, I need to go to the toilet. Badly.”

“Oh. Go behind a bush. I’ll stand guard,” he grinned.

“Appa!”

“Okay, come on. Let’s go home. Too hot anyway.” He put his hand to the small of my back and stopped.

“Please, Appa, not here. Babychyan gave me a gift, but I can’t show anyone.”

“Ok-ay.”

Appa waved at the others and I walked in front of him till we reached the road. His hand caught my arm, “Well?”

“Babychyan asked me about my old sling and then made me one.”

“Why do you need to hide it?”

“Ammachi may burn it again. And,” I turned my head in the direction of the clearing, “Appachan may get angry.”

“Don’t you think it caused you too much trouble last time?”

I opened my mouth to contradict him and realised Appa didn’t know what Bobby had done to Rita (FC72) and that I had sprayed a hailstorm of stones on Bobby to free her from his clutches. I was the reason Bobby had to go to hospital and I was still sticking to the story that I had nothing to do with his injuries.

“Is there any truth to what Sarayu chechi said?”

“Eh?”

“That you shot stones at Bobby?” I stayed silent, trying not to look away from Appa’s steady gaze. “Amma and I think you did. Why?” He stopped at a chayakada (tea stall), ordered two teas and gave me money to buy meat puffs from the bakery nearby. We sat on plastic stools near the chai shop and bit into our puffs.

“Isn’t it better to tell the truth and get on with life?” Appa persisted.

“When I told the truth about the business in the loft (FC70), no one believed me.”

“True. But Amma and I believed you.”

“But the rest of them didn’t, and look how bad things are now.”

“So you are going to run scared all the time.”

“No… but-but…”

“Did you hit Bobby with the slingshot?”

The joy of biting into a sinful meat puff died instantly. Appa knew. I would be a bigger liar if I didn’t tell the truth now. I nodded. I took a bite. “Ya-th,” I said, spraying pastry crumbs into our teas. We watched them float and sink, while we finished our puffs silently.

I wiped my hands on a piece of newspaper that Bakery Uncle gave me. “Aren’t you going to shout at me, Appa?”

“No. I’m not happy at how much you hurt Bobby. I don’t understand why.”

I got up, but Appa stayed seated. I waited for him to stand, but he ordered another chai.

I sighed and went to him. “You won’t believe me.”

“Try me.”

“What if you don’t.”

“If it is the truth, you have nothing to fear. Be brave and say it.”

I wanted to unburden myself desperately. “You can’t tell anyone.”

“Not even Amma?”

“She’ll get very upset.”

He sat straighter in his chair. “Okay. Tell me.”

I pulled my chair closer to his and described the events that had led me to send Bobby to hospital. My father was very upset. “Rita hasn’t told her parents?”

“She says she hasn’t.”

“Yet the slingshot disappeared from where you left it.”

“Y-yes.”

“And reappeared in Chechi’s room.”

“Y-yes.”

“Tell me the truth. I won’t punish you. I want the truth.”

“It is the truth! I am not lying. That is what Bobby did to Rita – I saw the whole thing. I don’t know who moved the slingshot from under the bed. I don’t know if anyone else knows.”

Appa caught my arm and pulled me onto his lap. I was too close to tears to feel embarrassed. He nodded several times and I felt comforted by his tight embrace.

At the gate of the house, Appa said, “Let’s not tell Amma… for the time being.”

******

After my heart to heart with Appa, I started feeling better.

I had started sitting next to Pilipochyan when I couldn’t while away my time outside the house. I felt safe near him. One day we were alone in the sitting room and a commotion sounded outside the house. Ammachi and Sarayumama were having an argument. Neither would stop and neighbours started coming out of their houses to watch. It was midday and Appachan was away in the fields and Mathanchyan was nodding his oily head at his wife’s comments.

The two women screamed, though I was unable to make out what they were saying. My uncles’ wives and Amma stood watching from the side of the house, but were unwilling to intervene. In the end, Sarojmama forced herself between her mother and older sister. She pushed Sarayumama towards the house and put her arm around her mother and dragged her away.

When everyone had dispersed, Pilipochyan and I were still leaning against the window, listening to the sounds of silence – the birds chirping, the breeze, the occasional truck on the road, rustling leaves, sighing trees. I loved this silence.

Pilipochyan’s eyes were on a blue bird sitting on a teak tree in the neighbour’s yard. There was a softness about his face and eyes and he looked at peace. “What do you think mother and daughter could have done differently, mol?” Pilipochyan asked softly, without turning his head.

“Er…” Stay quiet? I had seen my parents do this during arguments. But I was beginning to realise this was not the norm. Because I was left out in the cold, I had started watching all my relatives. I had seen my uncles be rude to their wives and forget the incident soon, but my aunts would be distressed about their public humiliation for the rest of the day. I also noticed how happy Ammachi and her daughters were when this happened.

“Yes, mol?”

“Maybe… Ammachi or Sarayumama… er… could have kept quiet?”

“Yes, mol. If one of them had chosen to, the argument would have died. Now, everyone has had a good laugh, and mother and daughter will be angry with each other for days.”

My thoughts exactly. I had found out that not reacting to my fireball relatives was the best torment for them. I had started walking away from angry situations and become friends with gentle Pilipochyan and sweet Rita. Roma and I were close again, but we avoided talking about the rest of the family.

I still roamed the dark house at night. But now there was an ulterior motive. At past 12.40am, I was hiding behind the curtain in the sitting room.

For a couple of days after his last tryst with Sonimol chechi, Mobby did not leave his room at night.

Just before 1am, his door squeaked. He crept along the corridor, occasionally switching on his torch to see the way ahead.

I felt tension build. I hadn’t clearly thought out what I was going to do, but I wanted to stop his nocturnal meandering for good.

He hesitated at my grandparents’ door and then turned right into the storeroom.

I grabbed the old brass vase, on a tall corner table, and ran to the storeroom. I could hear Sonimol chechi’s door open. I hurled the vase at Appachan’s door and ran to my room. The vase ricocheted off the door and bounced on the floor, shattering the silence. I heard footsteps racing into the corridor and Mobby’s door squeaked shut.

But other doors opened and I could hear Appachan’s raised voice. There was knocking on other doors and several people spoke at the same time. I raised my head from under my sheet – my parents were still fast asleep.

Torchlight shone under our bedroom door and several footsteps sounded in the corridor. Up and down, down and up. After a long time, one by one, three doors closed.

I waited for over an hour for Mobby’s door to open again. I drifted off to sleep, certain I was saving Sonimol chechi from a great tragedy.

But I was wrong.

(Stay tuned)

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This is a fictional series revolving around the 30-something narrator. She is reliving childhood memories of an unhappy vacation in Kerala, India, with her father’s family. This is part of The Webs We Weave series (FC69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93). 

She has discovered her cousin is having a clandestine affair with a member of the staff. She tries to put an end to it. She also tells her father the truth about her cousin Bobby.